Gearing Up......

Well....... I expected a welcome. But I guess I ain't gonna get it. As I sit in front of the pc, listening to alternate rock, my mind questions me. Well believe me this thing never stops. At times my thoughts are menacing, at times peaceful, at times completely out of place. But this is something I guess you live with. I mean how can you stop the subconscious from working. And before it drifts again,let me share the question I was asked. "What am I doing here?" Ah! generally I am out of answers, but today I have loads of them. The most appropriate one. I don't have anything else to do. Wow! this was both easy and satisfying. But here it goes again. "Why blogging dude?" This is a tricky one. But after a minutes thought on it, I guess the real reason is freedom. Here I ain't bound, by anything . Its just me and my inquisitive mind. Now this answer has both me and my mind smiling. And as the moment passes, my friend says "Dude what on earth are you gonna use to fill this page." Hm mm i guess my brain got the answer to this one as soon as i saw my computer screen. I filled a page, didn't I? So I guess even though I don't have a very clear picture now, I know I'll paint it on my way. That my friends gets my brain to relax. I guess it trusts me that I'll do fine in this pastime I found. And before I get up it has the final, the ultimate question. "Dude who was I talking to?" This is a tough one, very tough. But it tells me one thing. I still have a lot to figure out about myself. But I have to answer my brain. This was the heart writing